Boy , you no need to give a million of reason why you do this to me because i know this is the best way for you even not for me . And maybe this way can make you satisfied and find another pretty girl , sweet more and more than me . I wont our relationship falling apart like this , but what should i do ? Yeahh you make this way , on your own side . I wont to show my tears on you , so i guess i have to fake-smile and laugh every minutes infront you . Because i want you feel so statisfied and happy .
The brigth white star light shields my tears . In the warm wind , my tears fall . Can you feel it ? Quietly whispering facing you , this quivering feeling . On a white piece of paper , i draw you . Your warm smile embraces me . So perhaps this is love -.- ? Even though i try to close couple of my eyes , i can only see you . I'll be waiting for you , no matter what i wont show my painful tears . You let me know lie-like love . I wont let you go because its simply you . Im walking in the memories of being with you . My heart is brimming with tears , and so what kind should i do ? Even my dream , i miss you ! And now please look at me , like those stars . Cant you be in my heart forever ? But i know this is just what i want , but not you . Im not your types , yes i know :(
24th September '09
He's said he loves me more than i love him . He's said , im his special girlfriend and everything for him . He's said he doesnt want to see me unhappy . He' said , he can do everything for me . He's said , im always make him feel in love with me . He's said he dont want to lose me . He's said bby i love you so much . He's said im gald to found you adeq . He's said he want me . He's said im yours adeq . And he's said im sorry im give up on you :(
Thanks for everything , and im sorry for everything . Do your best way , im just can support you from back . If you happy on this way , yes i have to accept it even i dont want to lose you . And thanks cause make me crying again and again and forever (!)
Do i miss him ?
There's a lot of things I miss everyday it's something new . Today I miss the way my head fit on your shoulder and the comfort of your fingers around my waist . But there's more that I miss when I stop and think and know that I do avoid this when i'm not feeling strong . But right now it's okay but not for long . I miss the color of your eyes even though I can see them when I shut mine . I miss our talks and the fact I never lied . I miss laughing so hard I fell on you . I miss kissing you but I remember it felt like love . I miss being able to miss you when you were away . I miss your texts that were just to say hey . I miss staying up all night and talking about everything . I miss your voice and the way it gave me everything . I miss your hair how soft it felt when I ran my fingers over it . I miss laying my head on your lapand having you trace your fingers on my face . I miss your obsession with fixing my hair and sometimes I still mess it up and wait . I miss our moments and I still want to see your drawings . I miss hearing about your day even though after you left you said it was awful . I miss trying to think of ways to make it better even when you suddenly didn't want me to . I miss you drawing on my hand and pen drawn smiley face on your pants knee . I miss the room where we sat alone and I wonder if our names are still on the table . I miss the comfort of being myself and how I didn't need to dress up to impress you . I miss when you touched your forehead to mine and told me you loved me . I miss that boy . I knew the one who was everything I need I miss him so much but he broke me over and over. He left me , though he can argue . I left him wanted a different life style became something he once hatedand . now he's fine perfectly fine and I'm still broken but I can't regret loving him because he's everything . I need maybe I fell too fast maybe I gave too much maybe I should never have given up but I did because he pushed me away what could I say when he took his world from me . I said I'd always love you , goodbye, good luck . What I meant to say was please don't let this end please come home don't do this . I need you I love you I miss you so much please . But I didn't because I couldn't . And it's over . And I will probably never see that smile again . And I'm sorry, but yes, I'm crying.
sincerly ,
Syahira Nasaruddin
Thanks for this song pak haji <3
I'll remember our first meet and our together date . All the love we make can never be replaced for me . I can say im truly happy with you . You make me thank god that i live my life every day . there's never been a doubt in my mind that id regret ever having you by my side . I wan enjoyed everyday that i spent with you and i will miss you cause im happy that i had you at all .
Happy Birthday Boy on 12nd September
This is just a little something , that i want you to remember , cause today is a special day for you . Listen awwhite (:
Word is on the street that someone's getting old here . Its not me , or she , or he and i believe its YOU . Im so lucky to be once again with you near . One more time and now you're turning one more year . Its you babe , yeahh its you . You're the main attraction today . I sing and wish to you on the 12nd September , its you birthday . Happy birthday . I wish you all the love and happiness in the world . Lots of wishes come true from your favourite girl . Give you lots of hugs and kisses , ohh so sweet honey bieee . You deserve all the best things you can meet . Sorry i didnt get what you wanted . I had no money to buy you a guitar or a surfboard or a new Ipod or a new fhone or those funky t-shirt for you or a trip to somewhere or a new sunglasses not even a new ring . All i could do was write you this crappy tune and wish to you on 12nd September . Happy birthday to you Mohd Riezal Haris .
HEART NOTE :
Well i never want to see you unhappy , i though you was the same to me . Im try not to think about you . I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind . So you're gone and im haunted , and i bet you are just fine . Did i make it that , easy to walk out right in and out of my life ? Last that word , GOODBYEEE .
sincerly ,
Syahira Nsaruddin
Heartsaid ;
Saya bahagia bila awak cakap awak hanya milik saya . Saya bahagia bila awak ucap kata sayang dan cinta awak kepada saya . Saya bahagia bila saya dapat temani perjalanan hidup awak . Saya bahagia di sisi awak . Saya bahagia bila bersama awak . Saya bahagia bila awak sanggup temani saya setiap malam . Saya bahagia bila awak meluahkan perasaan awak kepada saya . Saya bahagia semua tentang awak . Dan saya juga bahagia setiap saat menjadi milik awak . Tapi kebahagian saya itu , hanya sementara . Kini awak tinggalkan saya dan kini awak bersama yg lain . Saya akan paksa diri saya untuk menerima semua ini . Dan saya juga akan paksa saya bahagia melihat awak di sisi dia . Terima kasih dgn kata kata janji awak itu , Mohd Riezal Haris .
09th September '09
Im not in a good mode and every nights i waste my time just for crying :( Babe i miss him so much , i miss the way that he caring about me , the way he loves me :( Why did he do this to me dude ? Esan , itu ke yg you ckp dia tunggu i ? Esan , ini ke yg you ckp dia sayang i lagi ? Mira , ini ke yg die ckp dia nak kat i balik ? Esan and Mira , well you guys bagi aku harapan yg cukup tinggi . If dia betul betul sayaang aku knp dia sanggup buat aku kecewa ? Wehh aku bukan manusia yg tadek hati dan perasaan okay . Aku sanggup tunggu dia wehh , tp bila aku tunggu dia tinggal kan aku mcm tuu jeee . This is what we call LOVE ? Pffftt -_______- Now he loves another girl , and me ? He just let me down and falling apart :( Ryzal , be happy and now are you statisfied ? Thanks yeahhh .
05th September '09
BREAK UP , MOHD RIEZAL HARIS
Well guys , officially he's not mine (!) Babe aku sayaang dia gila gila . Dia baik , dia caring , dia selalu buat aku cair , dia selalu usik aku . Dia everything untuk aku , tapi silap aku sbb lepaskan die :( Yeahh mmg aku bodoh pergi belaa mcm tuu jee . Aku pun tak tahu knp aku tbe tbe mcm niee . Aku kosooong sgt skang niee . Yeahh aku mengaku , aku menyesal wehh tp nak buat mcm mne bnde dah happend ryte . Haihhh --'
Ryzal , im so sorry for the way i let you go . Im sorry for everything that i have done to you . Thanks for everything ryzal , thanks cause being my boyfriend even just for a while . You're so perfect for me , but im not perfect to being you girlfriend . I just wish you can get e new girlfriend more and more and more better than me . Goodbye my almost lover , goodbye my hopeless dream im try not to think about you . *crying
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